Spiraling in Orbit

10/2018
Acrylic on 9x12in paper.
Suffocating
out of space.
Relocating,
to outer space.
I see stars in your eyes.
Whoops that’s just me,
looking at you,
looking at us.
Infinite loop,
lucid dreamers.
Aerial view,
in the bleachers.
Or close to you,
orbiting lust.
But you keep me grounded
when I am spiraling
out of control.
Just join the flow,
a joint to roll
whatever curbs, the spinnin.
Dizzy, breaths are thinnin.
Where did,
gravity go?
Woah
I’m bouncing around.
Vibrating almost.
Breathe in, breathe out
let it go let it go.
Silence so loud,
my head might explode.
Breathe in, breathe out
let it go let it go.
Plotting an escape.
Running up stair cases,
searching for main exits.
Got to get a way
out my brain.
It’s going in same places
but not in sane,
somewhat insane.
Hope not in vain
I can’t contain
a grip on my brain.
So can we stop the spinnin'?
the ceilin'
that light
it's beamin'
it’s hot
like steamin'
Emotion
vs
reason,
it’s just
bogus
its just
feelin'.
I can’t
focus,
I need
healin'.
From this
coldness,
It is
freezin'.
Hocus pocus,
what’s revealin'?
ai, ooh
from one extreme
ta the next scream
ai! ooh!
I’m gathering
my everything
and find clues
like whoops where my clothes
like whoops where are yours
if walls cave in
jumping thru
the window
you choose
and it shows
this route
familiar
self destruction
for your preservation
I’ll just implode
I’m bouncing around
vibrating almost
breathe in breathe out
let it go let it go
silence so loud
my head might explode
breathe in, breathe out
let it go let it go

6am
Symphonies of birds
chase darkness from skies for good
mornings on our lips
Sunrise stains the sky
Splattered colors dancing say
Sorry for last night
Early birds get worms
Give overthinking a rest
Let them pick your brain